:: camp accelerate ::

this church camp really impacted me alot
honestly i went with a heart full of unbelief, doubt, uncertainty and confusion
but God really spoke to me so much during the whole camp thru many diff experiences and people

first night
i was reconciled with phua, hmm and a number of other ppl
and God used ppl like the pope, dom to really touch me

2nd day,
during devotion was remined again of the importance of surrendering everything for Christ
1st session was taught the importance of hospitability
2nd session was reminded of spiritual warfare
hmm
during the night session had some of my grp members were used by God to minister some words over me
honestly i dun really rmbr, paiseh
i do rmbr mao wei praying abt my sturggles in Jc
i guess i have been struggling
especially with lust
hmm
3rd day devotion abit rush
but ya
spoke to me abt the cost of faith
then had a session on spiritual authority
then a time of deliverence
so cool
God delivered me from past hurts against classmates
unforgiveness
and com games
haha
then had the game accelerate
went with eva and cc to tangs to ask ppl to come for the bbq
interesting lah
approaching ppl i would normally not even give a 2nd glance
hmm
really amazed to see ppl like eva and the ppg taking the step of faith
and being so desperate for God
i must also repent and learn to love eva
she needs alot of love
brotherly love
hmm
sadly moss man's sch too long
hmm
didnt bring back anyone myself
hmm
sound was really stress
and i was under oppression the whole time
and i couldnt hear the pope clearly
and hmm
couldnt hear how the main sound was
nvr mind
God moved mightily
hmm
song muis testimony was hmm
a little shocking
but all in all a brutally honest, powerfully moving testiment of Gods love and work in her life
i must say
im proud of her
really
very honoured to noe this sister
who struggled and overcame
32 salvations
whooo

the next day
hmm
well
had celebration
haha
commited my life wholely to God again
hmm
he has anoited me again,
hmm
dealt with some past hurts and roots
streched my faith
moved me to action
and wad else
hmm
been speaking to me abt my service to him again

maybe lil is right
i am stunted emotionally
but ya
at least he is working in me again
in my intellect, will and emotions again
lets live for him
wholely
i wanna see breakthru
i wanna see purpose



ps ben's preaching also was very good